(from my multiply site, 27.07.09)
Whew! I feel like I'm being resurrected here. I feel like this (multiplying) is something new to me. At least, the site has been upgraded, i suppose. I see a little bit changes in the interfaces (how IT!), anyhow, navigating around here isn't much a headache.
I've barely visited my site. It’s been a while since the last time I have posted something catching here. Still don't know when I get to blog next. Seems that I pretty much lost my literary interest, if I may say. (Because) lately, I’ve been doing other stuffs and doing practically NOTHING, to say the least. It has made my vocabulary evaporate and deteriorate, and my creativity stagnant.
My life’s pretty plain right now. No drama (it’s over and done. hate it!). Not bumpy. Neither euphoric. It’s the one chapter in my book you would have rather skipped reading because there’s barely any excitement in there.
This plainness bores me and a little sense of drama is probably one of the many, many things I am lacking right now. If you are with too much emotions (whatever that emotions are) ready to burst, you find bursting them into words much easier and spontaneous than having plain emotions. It drives you. It kicks you.
I guess, I just need these kind of drive and inspiration. I mean not flooding tears on my pillow. I just need to be really, really inspired and driven, not only to come up with a ‘word-fest’, but simply to go away from the plainness.
By the way, tomorrow 28th, I’ll be 28 (how timing is that?). Not as excited though as anyone having his upcoming birthday, ‘cos I’m ageing another year yet I still have this delusion of being young. LOL! Cliché has it that age is but a number; at least, the thought makes me feel good. Happy birthday to me!
