MELASON Fever

I'm officially now a MELASON fanatic! Call me 'baduy' or cheap or whatever fits me called for getting 'kilig' about their love team, then I must say 'mabuhay' tayo mga baduy, mga MELASON fans! Hahaha!

At the start of the PBB Double Up, I've already wanted to follow the show. Unfortunately, we don't have TFC, or even tv in our room. Until recently, I've learned of an internet site where those who don't have TFC can see episodes on a daily basis. Obviously, this came to my knowledge very late, now that PBB is only one week to the Big Night. I must have missed a LOT of MELASON moments inside the house. I must have a lot of catching up to do.

I'm quite downhearted lately because of some work-related issues (actually 'boss' issues). I was unlucky to have a very inconsiderate, liar and heartless boss (I don't mean to be rude but...) Sad but true. I can whine up like a scandalous bitch here but this page is not intended for that. Don't ask me to expound on this because I'll only end up wasting my time and energy. Now, my mood is disturbed. Anyway...

Thank God there's MELASON. I can forget for a while that bald-headed man! Hahaha!

Last night I slept very late by devoting my time watching MELASON video clips from Youtube. I prepared dinner in the kitchen while watching PBB through my iPhone. I ate dinner at the same time cracked a loud laugh of amusement in between. I cursed when internet is slow. When we had a power short circuit last night, I badmouthed when the router turned off.

In short, I was hooked. I let myself hooked in the first place because watching MELASON is like a stress reliever to me. It's like it leads you to a place full of sheer fun and laughter that you would forget whatever problems that you have. It's like watching them makes you unload your loads of burden.

I love their love team, tandem, friendship, relationship or whatever they have for each other. They certainly give life to PBB house. They certainly give life to the PBB show. Without them, I don't think the show has anything good and funny story to offer. I don't think the show will be likable at all.

I love Melissa (Melay or Isay) because she is so funny, honest, true to herself, effortless. Her humour is not being pushed too hard and it's very authentic, though to some, ridiculous. Certainly, she is Big Brother's favorite. By that I claim her to be the big winner because she deserves to be.

I love also Jason, a Binoe protege. I won't wonder why he's fallen into trap by Melay's charm. Although a little 'kulit', I like him because he likes Melai and looks at Melay beyond her physicality. He doesn't judge beauty by face or looks.

Friendship born inside the house, I can only wish will stay the same outside. Whoever wins and whoever loses, whoever will have a career awaiting after the PBB stint and whoever won't, it is every followers wish that they remain friends. Or, whatever blossoms more than friendship, as Jason wishes to continue his 'panliligaw' after PBB, that certainly won't pass the eyes of those followers, like me. Hahaha!!!

Mabuhay mo Dong Jason ug Day Melay!!!

P.S.

Mabuhay pud ang ubang mga bisaya sa PBB, namely: Papa Tibo, Paul Jake, Mariel, Cathy ug Rica.

Time Fleets

January is over. The next time I check, it's December again. Waaah! Time shoots like a rocket when you want it to walk like a turtle. By that, I mean if there is anything I could do in my power to preserve time, I will do that. There are so many things yet to be done at this point in my life before probably hitting thirties. As in a LOT! I know this is all about midlife crisis.

On the other hand, if I'd want the world to pace slow, everything else will follow the same pace. I get bored and run out of patience most of the time especially when you have set of expectations and high hopes already laid ahead of you, that you will almost think of the saying 'patience is a virtue' is ridiculous, only a cliche. And I would say 'God is very slow in answering my prayers'.

I know I am very sensitive to this because my life right now is in the WAIT. It's been almost two years that I am in the WAIT that I feel tired and exhausted of waiting more that further waiting could already break me down. I feel like giving up. A determined person that I am (or was), I don't easily give up. But now, I am in the brink towards down. I don't have that powerful strength anymore that I used to have.

Hold on or give up? What is it that I really, really want? But in the present situation, which one outweighs the other?

Hold on or not? Give up or not? Why such dilemma?

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They say that when you pray, you pray specifically. You talk to God (as a Father, a brother, a master or whatever you're accustomed to) and ask for specific things to give you or to happen in your life. This I do. I specify things because I believe that I should NOT limit what God can do or give. And I am not ashamed of asking Him this or that because I know that He is a God, who listens and have compassion to those who will come up to Him and speak. That is the God I know.

I have two specific prayers among the myriad of others. If God grants me one of those, He can forget the other (or do it later). Or, if God grants me the other one, He can forget the other as well (or do it later). Or, if God grants me both simultaneously, that is already a bonus. I will be the luckiest woman on earth.

Status? Well, none yet is granted as of now. Back to what I said, this is part of the strings of wait-and-see. I know the stress of waiting but that doesn't stop me from believing no matter how God seems very slow in addressing my requests. Maybe, the queue must be very very long and I'm unfortunate to be at end. But just like in a queue, every one has it's turn. You just have to wait.

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So January is over. Today is February already. 1 down, 11 to go!

Winter is still in its peak here in Dubai. So, we have to savour every bit of foggy mornings and super cold afternoons before the devilish summer heat strikes back. This year's winter though is not as cold as it was two years back, which is the coldest winter I've experienced so far in Dubai.

Like everything changes, season changes quick. Like how I am reluctant to some life's changes, that's how I am reluctant to welcome summer.

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And before this blog ends, I'd like to wish everyone a life full of LOVE this month of Hearts, this month of LOVE.

LOVE is such a universal thing and a universal feeling that it indeed deserves a day in a year to celebrate it.

Love is a beautiful thing and I wish that everyone will always experience its beauty, including me. *Fingers crossed*

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY whoever you are!